i went to my mothers house and hung out with her. Played some cribbage as well as watched movies on her computer. Netflix for 10 bucks a month is a great deal. She has now made me hooked on the tv show Lost. Started it from show # 1 bad move. Now i cant get enough.
What i really needed was a new lease on life. Had a bad pit in my stomach i could not shake. It killed my apatite as well as kept me down.
My wife was at this point was not being helpful in allowing me to speak with my son or skype with him as she does not like the face to face. So i was only speaking with my son two maybe three times a week. My wife was under the twisted reality that she was making sure he was calling everyday. I guess i forgot her days last 72 hrs and she only works 30% of the day.
I woke up one morning and realized that i cant have her push me down any more i was not going to be a t her level. I could not feel helpless anymore or that i had been super screwed. i will rise above and only be positive. I learned this from some Rasta friends.
I Finlay have gone to my back surgeon and found out that i have a slipped disc as well as narrowing of the nerve channels. Plus inflammation on a vertebrae with a side of cyst in the nerve channel. So i have been scheduled for surgery on my lumbar region. They hope to only have one fusion maybe two. They say it will take six mos to heal, and a year to go back to some normal things.
So i have made the back of my truck a great place to sleep. I will however try to sell my truck and then purchase a conversion van for more room.
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